Jen說Susan Miller寫有關Virgo的April Forecast實在令人不安，因為沒有一樣是好東西！當中亦提到我們正在經歷會影響未來好幾年的重大變遷，於是她便問我這些日子有沒有感覺異樣?
嗯好像沒有，似一池死水多些吧! 或許除了。。。
那種感覺像是回來了: 只差幾步便可抓住了，卻在最後關頭錯失掉，一切又回到原點要重頭來過。
今天忍不住吐了苦水。
我被安慰:「妳還年輕」。可不是呢!
也有人建議:「飛出去吧」! 難道本市真的沒有前途了?
還有一句:「妳最自由吧! 單身沒孩子沒家庭束縛，想走多遠就多遠」! 好耳熟能詳的忠告。
五年前也有人認為我有需要到異鄉吸取其他養分，那時我捨不得身邊的一切。
五年後又再面對這問題，此時此刻，千帆過盡，有點倦了。
我生平第一次罕有地感受到自由帶給我困惑。"What fell to her lot was not the burden but the unbearable lightness of being." Milan Kundera在The Unbearable Lightness of Being書中曾如此說過。
我怕當沒有腳的雀仔。年華似水逝，到底意難平。
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意平 後才下決定,
頭腦會清晰好多! =)
"年華似水逝，到底意難平。"
i understand how you feel... coz i'm feeling this strongly these days... struggles&dilemmas from the known, predictions&expectations fromt he unknown... and what tortures us most is the unescapbale reality
新鮮: 謝謝當頭一下提醒! 我不會意氣用事的啦。我覺得這些年來的經歷會是很好的借鏡。 是時候要回眸好好看清走過的路,找找當中的啟示了。
Edith: Yeah give me five~
I think what you are experiencing now is what I had experienced years ago. I totally understand the uneasiness. My advice is to make priority -- sort out the thing that you want most (you must be true to yourself though) and go for it, trust your belief and you will find a way. Not being superstitious here but I think the "unknown" will respond to your message so long it is clearly sent. We can carve out our own path. Support you here!!
u are welcome!
祝往後事事順利!
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